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WTF is wrong with me?

Apr 20, 2018 | No Comments

BROKEN MOLD We; ie medical professionals can not find a diagnosis to assist me with treatment. Obviously I know that no one person has the exact same, tick the box, characteristics for each disorder, but really being able to lock something in would help the explanation to family, help make the right decisions with medication […]

Apr 20, 2018 | No Comments

My roller coaster just wont stop. I keep loosing it at the stupidest things. And then I get super angry and flustered and just want to punch something or someone. The Valium tends to help bring me back to mellow and I don’t think my moodstabliser is keeping me very stable. The anger I have […]

Not Safe 08/02/2018

Feb 23, 2018 | No Comments

*SENSITIVE CONTENT WARNING I have said “I am not safe” This is me asking for help.  This is me on the brink of a place I do not want to go. When I say that “I am not safe” I am making MC aware that the thoughts in my head are ones that suggest that […]


Feb 23, 2018 | No Comments

I don’t know If I should call it tolerance If I should call it time Is it resilience Is my life really mine? I have no path to follow I have nothing to lose If you saw me crying Would you stop, would you? I try to fulfil my duty As person, parent, wife But […]

Moment Meltdowns

Jan 24, 2018 | No Comments

I have just lost myself in the shortest period. When I say to you that in a moment every emotion I have can happen all at once. It is an unbelievable concept to some yet there are others that can nod their head with an understanding of what I mean. It will stop me dead […]

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and coping with depression and bi-polar disorder,
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