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I have been avoiding writing for a while now. Well that’s a lie. I have been writing but am so anxious of posting it that I have post after post of life, my life and I don’t know what to do with all this mind jumble. I have been in a massive slump.. deep low..suicidal […]
Running the hamster wheel at present. Life has become very predictable and this is not enjoyable. I struggle with anxiety. One would think that having everything consistent would make me and my affliction very happy. But what happens is I never get out of this and thus continue to run in circles. Same old, same […]
So, I am still flying solo on the Medical assistance area. Still no Dr or Medical Nurse. Still no friends to talk to. No one to share the dark dirty thoughts I have. I last wrote in October. And I truly wish I could say time has flown but that is a lie. Every day […]
Ridiculously, I wrote about the birthday and the blues and all the feelings associated with it in a previous post, It’s hard to believe that it has passed yet again, but my birthday blues has begun and with it I write. I am Drunk. One beautiful bottle of red merlot down and I’m […]
*SENSITIVE CONTENT WARNING I am all over the shop. Understandably trying to come off medication is a hard task. A task I took on willingly, but I task I cannot complete. I had a terrible time this week sadly there was a day where I was the closest I have been in a long time […]
Veronica180.com
I’d like Veronica180.com to be a place to visit to get ideas and helpful tips on living
and coping with depression and bi-polar disorder,
but for now it is a place where I can just tell my story as it unfolds